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Cynthia

by Arjuna Genome

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1.
Bad Painter 02:40
when you’re walking on wide streets honey you belong to now float above this city in a painting of a cloud put your head upon my fingers everybody’s there bad painters are only the ones who make you cut your hair you keep making the same mistakes you did with me when i was dead bad painters always are worth something to me alive violet and youthful you were freaking out your mind before you realize that you'd leave it all behind for something green and simple chagall would be your only friend bad painters are only the ones who realize they're dead you keep making the same mistakes you did with me when i was dead bad painters always are worth something to me alive
2.
before you sleep you go to bed and you count the teeth inside your head and you throw to the wall what's in your veins and you want to kill what's in your brain in your anxiety hole before you glow to the door plastic globe you can call and the room is just cold plastic astral girlfriend reaching out toward the end dinosaurs would touch your spin and you realize you’re still alive but you know that i would not sail into the mouth of a comet’s tail and you find your feet in vomit now and you end it all inside your cloud but the blood is drippin in the hall and your eyes are melting in your skull and your mom is screaming out your name but you want it all just to be the same in your anxiety hole before you glow to the door plastic globe you can call and the room is just cold go unto me what your asking of me dinosaur wings where you want them to be
3.
the moon is out again the city's got no friends wash your hands of everything and start again but now i’m crying in my car about the tattoos on your arm i realize now i'll never see them again because the hawthorne moon is gonna be here soon and i still love you reverse my infancy then tear it out of me the street light’s on i’m coming home alone again but now the water’s turning brown asleep in my hometown a tragic life is coming to a tragic end but the hawthorne moon is gonna be here soon and i still love you when you ask me if i'll leave it i won't promise anything 20 years i spent in this room you and i won't be the same now that you have gone away the moon is out again you'll make some better friends you won't be the only lonely one again discordant empathy don't ask me anything the moon will crash into my parents house today but the hawthorne moon is gonna be here soon and i still love you
4.
The Sleep 03:34
i wouldn't eat and i wouldn't go to sleep you are projecting all of the stars for me water's flowing all around me convince myself that you're just sleeping under the rusty eye of where the people sleep you are the nothing that i wouldn't want to be desert story a picture for me death is kicking in my memory i still can't believe that you’re gone i still can't believe that you’re gone i still can't believe that you’re gone when you are laughing death is gonna come for you green little hands will reach across my bed for you there's nothing alive in this house comets crash into my room now aliens are coming wake up in a golden dream between the edges of your own insanity where you’re going i won't follow skin is turning dark and hollow i still can't believe that you’re gone i still can't believe that you’re gone i still can't believe that you’re gone the way you are i couldn't stop you i couldn't be there cause you lied you came into me but i couldn't set you free you opened the door but now water's flowing all around me convince myself that you're just sleeping projecting the star map you know what you've gotta do burn down the house and get yourself up on the roof throw yourself into the sky now lock yourself inside your room now
5.
days were split wide open when you were in my life we're receiving better since you placed us in sunlight o! to be nothing standing next to a green and orange sky in your mind you’re alright in sunlight
6.
Not Golden 02:54
don't go away when you’re asking for the pain if you can't hold it you’re not golden like me everyone will say that there's darkness in your brain but you’re the ocean and its unspoken to me i'll go insane when you are asking around words are spinning in my brain but you’re not dead Don’t go away The skeletons will pray But you don’t know them You don’t owe them anything i’ve got nothing to say because i know you’re going away and you’re not golden you’re not golden like me
7.
o! it’s just a momentary face a liquid sister takes your place she couldn't smile from ear to ear when i kiss her you might say when you ask for me in your lonely jealousy words are rotting in my veins when i see them you might say it’s just a mortuary (in your mind) in interplanetary (space & time) death is floating towards me (in your eyes) another dopeless hope fiend (space & time) o! you wanna go away today some heroin might be okay glowing like silver in the rain when i find you you would say "it's just hard for me i’m just a lonely girl out here let’s go to the desert for a day let’s get out of LA" i might say it’s just a mortuary (in your mind) in interplanetary (space & time) death is floating towards me (in your eyes) another dopeless hope fiend (space & time)
8.
won't miss anything, evil’s got its ways paint it on your brain when it’s all coming back to me nothing’s really changed uncanny valley when you’re going away but you’re not coming back again save it all life is very dull when you’re gonna die you don't know laughing thru your teeth, secrets said to me mannequins could sing and it’s all coming back to me bodies turn to stone the living plastic rose paying for your sins with ten years of loneliness save it all life is very dull when you’re gonna die you don't know i won't really change nothing looks the same floodlights on the moon and you all are dying too soon i won't really be the uncanny you see one skeletal hand touching another even colder hand save it all life is very dull when you’re gonna die you don't know
9.
Cynthia 03:16
cynthia now has become the sunset with every moment now she's surely gone away rejoining everything in silence become a part of everything that's ever been cynthia cynthia cynthia (become a color never seen) cynthia cynthia cynthia (with every hour that i breathe) now when you cry you'll be a raindrop screaming from heaven where your back is turned to me forever lost among the beauty living within me but forever out of reach cynthia cynthia cynthia (become the sacred opal dream) cynthia cynthia cynthia (bring all the colors back to me) coming back to me with wings now breathe your colors into me illuminate the world with your love become your final masterpiece i'll wake them up so that can see you visionary angels thrown into the sea become the moon in every country bring all the planets down to worship at your feet cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia cynthia
10.
Sacred View 03:39
going away now everything's said everyone knows that your golden hair won't talk to me later won't talk to me at all radiate through me down your yellow halls but o! sacred view everything looks good in your room you ask me why i’m still alive you ask me with pearls in your eyes while you look to the sky cover the mirrors to look at yourself there’s beautiful things you can't see 'cause you’re so vibrating with reasons to kill all the rest i couldn't hold you close to my chest but o! sacred view everything looks good in your room you ask me why i’m still alive you ask me with pearls in your eyes while you look to the sky going away now your mouth is sand in the vegetable kingdom before it happened don't talk to me later don't to me at all nobody knows that you’re gonna fall but o! sacred view everything looks good in your room you ask me why i’m still alive you ask me with pearls in your eyes while you look to the sky
11.
see it there golden hair black lines on your eyes there's no signs of life you and i won't breathe needles on your wings i held you in our room hospital bed now tubes inside your mouth flowers in your brain all wilt in the rain can't believe that you'd leave in a tomb of skin dying from within body grown so cold air conditioning soul opal dreams turned to screams praying for more time halo's grown too tight taken out too soon come back to our room without you it's okay to feel alone pain won't come unless you’re home i hope you are happy there feel you now within the air see it there golden hair never thought you'd die swirling painted sky sun won't shine so bright through the devil’s eyes serpents sing of their wings from an angel now taken off the ground laying on our bed silence in your head i love you! i don't know where you are but now i feel you there every night i'll sleep alone dreaming of you coming home (lotus sutra performed by cynthia biscotti)

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for cynthia marie biscotti
september 16, 1991 - may 28, 2014
i love you

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released September 16, 2016

produced by pascal stevenson at seahorse sound studios in downtown los angeles, california
special thanks to avi zahner isenberg

douglas james sweeney -- guitar/vocals
mike mcdowell -- bass
greg shilton -- drums

additional:
miles wintner -- guitar on "receiving better"
tabor engineered/composed -- strings on "illusions of virgo"
ami radunskaya and ezra buchla -- cello and viola on "illusions of virgo"

lotus sutra performed by cynthia biscotti

album art -- painting by cynthia biscotti

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